i’ve loved and been loved

i’ve accepted and rejected
and in turn been accepted and rejected

i’ve been ambitious, opportunistic while at the same time lazy and idle

i have pushed and been pushed against, pressed and pressed against

i have fallen because of my own pride; humbled in light of my best achievements

i have used others selfishly, betrayed friends, loved ones, family
while all along others have been using and betraying me

i have jumped, leaped, pounced, dove
sometimes all for good, sometimes all for me, sometimes i just don’t know

Here’s the deal…
everything evens out; there is hope for the hopeless, acceptance for the rejected, strength for the weak, love for the unloved, salvation for the lost, forgiveness for the unforgivable.

Don’t make me think. Don’t make me wonder, question or dare make me explore to find what I’m looking for…until you’ve pulled me first.

Here are my list of demands for every site you create:

• Tell me what’s important, what’s not. I’m talking big and o b v i o u s
• Navigation is not a Rubik’s cube, if I can’t figure out how or where to go to find it, I’m out
• Search bar that’s relevant, if I ever think of searching through your pages.
• Readability, make text easily readable, none of this nonsense
• You have 5, maybe 10 seconds to tell me who and what you are. More importantly, why I should spend that next second on your site.

Thanks,
CitizenConnelly

Busy, temperamental, depressing, chaotic,
so sadness mixed with gladness,
i’ve become the maddest.

Thus is the mind of I, a confusing, perplexed, hodgepodge amalgamate group of moiety; medietas thoughts, ideas, hopes, dreams, aspirations,
medietas reflections, personas, patterns, filters, blocks, buttons, triggers, intellectual stimuli

Everyday another chess game i play,
everyday another battle that i face,
everyday another this another that,
everyday its a shame it may end someday.

Don’t take this to heart,
it was never meant for you to be read,
instead,
oh instead
these are the thoughts in my head.

This was fun,
it was great,
random things,
come to mean,
nothing i can escape.