Seriously, if your site sucks why should I trust that your work on mine will be any different?

But when I’m home, all I want to do is get away from the computer and do some personal unwinding (work out, play wii, watch tv, socialize, etc). I have nearly no desire or push to work on those personal projects.

Its an unusual and rather unfortunate dichotomy between the two parts of my day.

I simply loose too much during my day…I can’t continue that same driven attitude for 16 hours of the day.

There’s a lot I want to accomplish; there’s quite a bit I want to do. I just need to put more attention and intention on getting these things done…even to the point of forcing myself to propel through it. Whatever I’m missing whether its desire, energy, ambition or what have you…there’s something missing in this.

Whatever it takes, I need to find it.

Things I want to improve on, become more active in, changes I plan to make, foresee and continue on…

• The path back -  I have some people still left to speak with and with Monday off, I need to arrange talks with them then.
• My sister – I’ve done very little in terms of getting back in touch with her and trying to rebuild our relationship since the falling out…I need to get more active in making that a priority
• ContributeDesign – I haven’t touched a non-profit client for quite some time; there’s a call I need to make to one of them and begin work there
• Reading books -  Seriously, I have a ton of books I need to read.
• Prayer time/quiet time – I try to read my Bible everyday, but that doesn’t always work out, prayer the same. I need to just get better at both
• Communication with friends -  There are people, as of late, that I have let fall a bit by the way side. I need to reconnect with some friends, people I used to speak to often. I’ve let myself become absent lately and I’m not a fan of it.
• Art/Writing/Side Projects -  I haven’t worked on art in sometime and there are a few pieces I’d really love to tackle. Writing wise, there are a few drafts that need my attention to finish. I need to finish things I start through. Side projects…its been awhile since i’ve done anything flash related, I need to make something cool and I have a few ideas how to express that.

This is all for now, its part of the constant thinking, always seeking…its all about what I want to become, what I should become and the journey there.

Don’t make me think. Don’t make me wonder, question or dare make me explore to find what I’m looking for…until you’ve pulled me first.

Here are my list of demands for every site you create:

• Tell me what’s important, what’s not. I’m talking big and o b v i o u s
• Navigation is not a Rubik’s cube, if I can’t figure out how or where to go to find it, I’m out
• Search bar that’s relevant, if I ever think of searching through your pages.
• Readability, make text easily readable, none of this nonsense
• You have 5, maybe 10 seconds to tell me who and what you are. More importantly, why I should spend that next second on your site.

Thanks,
CitizenConnelly