Things I want to improve on, become more active in, changes I plan to make, foresee and continue on…

• The path back -  I have some people still left to speak with and with Monday off, I need to arrange talks with them then.
• My sister – I’ve done very little in terms of getting back in touch with her and trying to rebuild our relationship since the falling out…I need to get more active in making that a priority
• ContributeDesign – I haven’t touched a non-profit client for quite some time; there’s a call I need to make to one of them and begin work there
• Reading books -  Seriously, I have a ton of books I need to read.
• Prayer time/quiet time – I try to read my Bible everyday, but that doesn’t always work out, prayer the same. I need to just get better at both
• Communication with friends -  There are people, as of late, that I have let fall a bit by the way side. I need to reconnect with some friends, people I used to speak to often. I’ve let myself become absent lately and I’m not a fan of it.
• Art/Writing/Side Projects -  I haven’t worked on art in sometime and there are a few pieces I’d really love to tackle. Writing wise, there are a few drafts that need my attention to finish. I need to finish things I start through. Side projects…its been awhile since i’ve done anything flash related, I need to make something cool and I have a few ideas how to express that.

This is all for now, its part of the constant thinking, always seeking…its all about what I want to become, what I should become and the journey there.

• I want to learn about altruism, the belief/idea to lay your life/body/self for others. I want to explore the idea that people will unselfishly do things for others at their own possible doom or risk. I’m curious as to what their mindset is. 
• Nihilism – that existence is without purpose, meaning or reason…I am honestly curious as to how people can accept this “belief”
• Creative stimulation -  how to maintain and achieve constant creative flow, because I really need that right now and considering I had it before, its essential for me to grasp that. I’m reading a book that should help me with this one.
• Lovesongs – or the songs that whenever I fall in love, I want these to be the soundtrack, and what specifically from them stands out. I have the list at just around 100…I’ll narrow it down to roughly 25 with any luck.
• The constant evolution – how we constantly change and adapt as time passes, we experience new things and encounter/face new life challenges
• Addiction & depression – I want to revisit a piece I wrote last winter with hopefully some new insights
• Dr. Future -  Holding off on that one for now, but def. will be published at some point
• untitled – Alison gave me the idea…write a letter to your future spouse. No idea what to put in it, how to write, but it sounds like a brilliant idea if can find my angle & focus for it.

More to come, hopefully these writings with any luck!

allbest,