When I’m at work…I have this great desire to work on my personal projects (photography, website design, music production, this blog, etc) and so I vow that the second I get home…I’ll go at it. Attack this work in such a dynamic way that I go to bed feeling the accomplished exhaustion I have on my best days…
But when I’m home, all I want to do is get away from the computer and do some personal unwinding (work out, play wii, watch tv, socialize, etc). I have nearly no desire or push to work on those personal projects.
Its an unusual and rather unfortunate dichotomy between the two parts of my day.
I simply loose too much during my day…I can’t continue that same driven attitude for 16 hours of the day.
There’s a lot I want to accomplish; there’s quite a bit I want to do. I just need to put more attention and intention on getting these things done…even to the point of forcing myself to propel through it. Whatever I’m missing whether its desire, energy, ambition or what have you…there’s something missing in this.
Whatever it takes, I need to find it.
